helo.
i don't have any more motivation, i don't have anything interesting to do, i don't got anymore ideas.
I might need to just take time to get my stuff together before i go deeper into a depression state.
I don't know what to do but i'll try do something, I've been doing therapy so wish me luck on my mental health but right now i'm getting more and more forgetful of things, and I've been told from my family i'm not who i truly am. (As in I've been mood switching from what most people hear me in discord vc's from just a plain dickhead) );;
I don't like people on discord or friends seeing me upset so i guess i just got used to acting happy in vc.
(insane!!)
Quarantine got me acting more harsh and pissed off more then usual and it's kinda scary for me.
I don't know about how i'll be on discord for a couple of day or so but i try. /:
Also my sleep scheduled fucked to hell i gotta fix that too ok
thank you friends and other people who just msg me randomly on discord.
Means a lot to see people happier with me around sometimes cheers me up by 1%.
i try my best. :D
Shadz64
salty, man, you can act yourself around ya friends man,
all of us have our moments, some more than others,
i will say tho, if you do need someone to talk too, or people to in general, contact your friends, tell them whats happening, it'll make your stress lower since you have people you can trust and talk to.
hoping to see you get back on your feet man, we all love havin' ya around~
~Shadz (2020)